Changes

So, we all have changes that we go through in life. My recent change is my new school, Gonzales Baptist Academy. I started this passed Monday, August 10, 2009. It has definitely been a new experience. The very first day I was there everyone just came up to me and introduced themselves to me. I was surprised that everyone took to me so well. It is so much different than public school. I'm not sure if I've made any friends yet, but I'm on my way. The last thing I want to do though, is make someone mad at me and turn the whole school against me. So I am deathly paranoid that I'm gonna mess up something.

While I want everyone to like me and take well to me, that's not the most important thing here. The thing is that this is an answered prayer. My mom and I have prayed about a change in my educational experience for 5 months and after those long months God has answered. WOW, how wonderful.

Why do I want more though? Why do I want people to like me, so it will be easier to get through the next 3 years even though I just said this is a dream come true and a prayer answered? The point I'm trying to make is, no matter how much we ask God for something, and we get that something, we ALWAYS want more. So God, am I asking to much? Please forgive me if I am, I just don't want these people to think that I'm a freak. But why does that matter? To me even? It shouldn't.

Lord I'm sorry if I have, am, and will ask to much. I don't want to take advantage of the God who put me here and has given me more than anyone could ever ask for. You have been so good to me so please help me to be more thankful...